As much as you can’t SEE, I will AGAIN be, the PERSON GOD ask of me,
You captured the very heart in me, I shall never cower and let all hope flee. OF
me, you will never be free, IN TIME you will see, Truth will always be, You
didn’t loose the love GOD made of me, From GOD you will never be free, He and I
cry when you let your spirit flee. I will do it my way, I will miss your face
and your laugh as I deeply do, I can not compromise the standards of life that
are being discarded, I have been a beautiful and wonderful mother, and you will
never take my fall and hold the against me and shit in my face with it again.
You have become a vicious person, I do not know you and I don’t want to know the
hateful person you have become. Time is flying by you, and you are not growing
in a positive, caring and loving way. You have REAL LOVE you continue to ignore
and disrespect and won’t be there unless you ask for it with sincerity in your
heart and actions. You can’t love anyone with truth if you keep running from it,
I know I have tried it many times. Heal or suffer and fall again and again. I am
off that big picture, I know who I am and I an DAM PROUD of where I have been
and where I’m going, Sacrifices have always been worth it, hope this one is
too.. You will be in my nightly prayers and I will love you completely because I
have earned being able to love that way. Everyday Life, fail and loose or fight
to win, is in your face, not me. Be Healthy Mind Body and Soul God deserves you
before anyone else, especially a boy of any kind. Please give him and yourself
100% FIRST Good night sweet dreams, squieshies, tickel, hug, love, truth,
destiny, TRAILS, VICTORY 

 

 I know that life seems so tough,

You give and give and don’t get enough,

I think at times your betrayed,

Though that was a friend you made,

But as time fly’s by and friends seem to go,

You gave it your best, in time they will know.

Don’t loose the faith and strength you have inside,

Loves are still there even though they may hide,

You are what you are meant to be,

Special, Pretty, kind but especially…

The greatest gift God gave to me.